Kyle
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turning to images of Kevin. He knew from the locker
room that Kevin wasn’t exactly hung either and he had sneaked a few looks
that assured him that his own dick was bigger than Kevin’s. Still he
couldn’t help but think about him, about how he would feel if he could
just let his fingers run across that piece of meat.
It was getting harder for him to control himself and he
could feel the bulge growing in his jeans as he sat there listening to Kevin
talk about his brief date with Becky. Kyle kept his eyes focused on Kevin as
he watched his mouth move and the way his face seemed so animated as he
described the way she liked to kiss. God to think of how it would be if it
was his mouth on Kevin’s instead of Becky’s made him shift a little. No
one noticed gratefully and he knew that he would have to watch himself, for
fear of letting on that he was interested in something other than Kevin’s
stories.
Sitting there he wished things would be different but
he knew that there just wasn’t anything he could do about it. He felt the
way he did no matter what he had tried to do to ignore it. He was gay or so
he figured and he felt the pain that thought kept bringing to him. It
wasn’t like he hadn’t tried to hide the feelings that kept coming to him
or to try and get rid of them. He had dated girls and while he enjoyed going
to the dances with them, enjoyed even talking with them he never could feel
that physical desire that his friends always talked about. He never got a
boner when slow dancing even when he had scored dating Crystal.
She was by far the most popular girl in school and he
had managed to get a few dates with her. Funny how that had worked out but
then again being the quarterback of the team hadn’t hurt his chances
either. He was popular and had done okay. It wasn’t that they had won the
state or anything but still for that brief time when it was football season
he was top dog on campus and in town. Crystal had chased him and he realized
now that it was because he was the popular boy of the time. Now she was
dating Nate because he was captain of the basketball team and that was how
it went.
He really hadn’t mind her breaking up with him
either. It had gotten him a hug from Kevin which only made him realize how
much more he preferred a guy than a girl. Oh he had tried to get fresh with
Crystal, as his mother would call it, but she was much better at deflecting
his half hearted sexual advances than he was in offering them. He wondered
if he had tried harder if he would have gotten further but then he never
really had wanted to get any further than he had. Besides he had to admit,
the
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