Billy
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Billy had tasted the salt from tears that had fallen down Tay’s own angular face and
when he looked into his eyes, he saw the sadness there, but he also saw the
love. For a strange reason, it wasn’t really an ending but more of a new
beginning of their relationship. It seemed like at the time they had needed
each other and that need had been expressed in their sexual contact.
You know, the sex between them had been good, and for the first while it seemed like
they couldn’t get enough of each other, but over the last six to nine
months, even that had dwindled down. If he really thought about it, they
hadn’t had any real sex for the last four or five months. Sure they had
kissed and cuddled, and there were maybe three or four times that they had
jerked off together, but nothing really heavy. No cock sucking at all, let
alone butt fucking.
He never thought about it much, until now, but they had changed. They had finally
gotten on with living, not just coping but actually in living. He looked at
the clock again and realized that time never really did stand still, and
that things always changed, whether you wanted them to or not and tomorrow
he was starting another change in his life.
He wondered how it was going to be, him and Mike and he wondered if Mike was laying
awake right now thinking of him. Funny, he had mentioned to Tay right at the
beginning of their new found brotherly love that he missed not having Mike
around. Taylor had stroked his head, running his hands through his blond
hair and telling him that some day he would find Mike again and they would
pick up where they left off, but in a more grown up way. Now here it was two
years later and it was all coming true.
Sleep came slowly to
Billy as he thought of just what was in store for him and his new beginning.
Guess this only proved that he was totally gay, not just a pretender or a
coward unwilling to venture forth into the wild world of hetro life. Wonder
what his Dad was gonna say about all this, if he ever found out? God, that
opened up a whole new can of worms for him to mull over. Now he had to be
careful not only for his own sake, but for Mike too. Why couldn’t the
world just accept that some people didn’t like to play around with those
outside their gender? Why did they have to be so damned pig headed and
idiotic.
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