Billy
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“Sounds
great Billy... uh thanks for the lift home... and I’ll see you after
lunch.... the coach has us going over films in the morning...”
“Okay
Mike.. cya then”
Billy
lay in his bed, thoughts of Mike running through it. Funny how things were
always changing yet not really changing. First his brother was leaving and
now Mike had come back into his life. He wondered if Mike was still into
messing around like they used to do?
A
wide grin crossed Billy’s face as he remembered how the two of them would
sneak away to the bushes or down to the basement to experience their changes
in their young bodies. It never really felt weird doing that kind of stuff
with Mike, and in fact, it felt damn good.
He
had talked it over with Taylor only a few months ago, when they were laying
together in bed, after being close. It was amazing how easy it had become to
talk with his brother now, and there were no longer any secrets between
them. Taylor had been surprised when Billy told him about Mike and their
jerk off sessions in the basement and how he missed that contact once Mike
moved away.
It
wasn’t easy telling Taylor about Mike, but once he did, it just all came
out and for maybe the first time in his life he came to understand what it
meant to be gay and young. The feelings he had for Mike weren’t just
sexual, they really didn’t do much except jerk off together, and most of
the time they did themselves. Mind you, he really did enjoy the times Mike
wacked his dick off, and when he got to pull on Mike’s, well he felt
powerful and whole bunch of other stuff.
Taylor
had smiled at him when he talked about Mike and he told him that he was just
missing that one thing all people search for. He was missing his soul mate,
someone who could touch him in ways no one else could, and who he could
share things with.
When
did Taylor get to be so damn smart?
Funny because Taylor also told him how he too was looking for someone
like that. Billy was surprised and a bit hurt when Taylor talked about
needing someone to share his life with. Taylor had picked up on that and he
kissed his younger brother, and then gently explained that what they had was
something no other person could ever share with them, but it wasn’t the
same.
Billy had to admit, the sex and pleasure of being with Taylor
was nice but it didn’t really make his heart pound or his body ache in the
way his thoughts of Mike did. And now, now Mike was back in his life, just
as Taylor was leaving it.
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